Saturday, January 8, 2011

Shocked & Surprised

So I've not known what to say.  Almost as soon as I posted my last entry, we got word from our POA that our letter of approval was on it's way.  Truly, my mind and heart could not take this in.  We are further down on the list than so many who had not yet heard.  This was not possible.  Also, I had not seen anything from the blogs that I follow.  What was going on?  Well, I'm not sure I know the answer to these questions, but I do know that we have an official approval and I am still stunned.  True excitement has begun to fill my heart and images of a little girl with fuzzy curls fill my mind.  I've even ordered some special hair and skin products.  
In the meantime, I'm doing a little nesting.  Let's face it.  That's actually been going on for a while now.  I've been cleaning out closests, throwing away junk, taking stuff to Good Will, and making mental lists of all of my "to do's".
The nursery is very much a work in progress.  I decided to spray paint the crib and it's taking me MUCH longer than I'd imagined.  The bedding has been ordered and well, that's about it.
 So there is some transforming to do.  Guess I'll take down the "Boy: noise with dirt on it" and try to make something pretty from that old frame.  I'm thinking white spray paint and putting a mirror in it.  The only thing I have in hand is the lamp and drawer pulls.  Wow!  Lot's to do.  And paint!!!

So for now, we are resting (and nesting) in the joy that an approval brings.  We are very uncertain of the timing of what lies ahead, but are simply enjoying the moment we are in.

12 comments:

  1. Congratulations...this is very exciting news for your family. Our very best wishes for a speedy referral:)

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  2. hi!!! i'm a fellow "rwanda" waiting mom :-) do you mind me asking what number you are?? if you'd rather email me: courtneycassada at gmail dot com.

    there have been LOTS of approvals the last couple weeks!!! it's SO exciting!!

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  3. So incredibly happy for you!!!!!!!!!!!! Can't wait to see your journey unfold and to see others join the ranks of "approved"!

    Did you get your approval in the mail or via email?

    Vicki #122

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  4. Congratulations! I hope your referral comes quickly! All the best as you prepare for your new arrival.

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  5. Hi ~ Congratulations!!! We are a Rwanda Family in Waiting too. Curious as well on what number your Dossier was assigned. I know there have been a lot of approvals as well this past week (so exciting!!!). We submitted about the same time too. Feel free to email us directly at walkerfamily21012@mac.com.

    Have a GREAT weekend!

    Jennifer

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  6. Hey everyone! Thank you for all of the well wishes! I do feel humbled by all of this as our wait has been 10 months, but so many have waited longer. We are blessed and don't know what God is doing through this whole process. He is using each day for something different for each of us. We have learned a wee bit of what "lack of control" means and how to trust when we know and understand so little. Blessings to each of you!!

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  7. Vicki,
    I wanted to respond to your comment. We received our approval as an email. I just printed it out and taped it on my desk so I can look at it every day...and then took a picture for the blog. Maybe the best email I've ever received!!

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  8. Congratulations Laura. BTW, it was great meeting you guys in Austin a few months back at the conference. I really hope referrals start coming soon and people get to bring their kiddos home for good.

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  9. YAY! Let us say it again again! Praise the God who moves mountains and takes helpless babies from another world and places them in loving aching arms! Love being on this journey with you!

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  10. What exciting news. Our dossier is #144, we've only been waiting since September. We've been praying for all the families waiting for approvals and referrals, we'll continue to pray for your family.

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  11. CONGRATULATIONS! So excited for you guys! ~Tara (#133)

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  12. What a wonderful "surprise." Such GOOD NEWS - Congrats! We are #143 so it's nice to think things are moving along. I have been nesting too... arranging, rearranging, purging, organizing. Best blessings to you, I hope your referral comes just as quickly :)

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